Alva's story: From pain to purpose
When I asked if I would write a testimonial for Rangana I was overjoyed at the privilege as so rarely do people come along who have the ability, intuition and insight to be able to put things right without psychiatry.
I myself am a spiritual advisor and detox consultant, so when things started to go wrong with me.
- I could not understand why
- I did not know what to do or who to turn to without going to the doctors and I knew what path that would lead me down. Been there, seen it, done it and have the scars to prove it!
I had started to develop a deep rooted fear of depression, abandonment and worthlessness which not only affected my mental state but also my health. I had severe debilitating back-ache, panic attacks about my health and past issues that I understood but was unable to control.
Having had a partner for 4 years with HIV I had lived in fear of contracting it even though I had been tested in the past and it was negative. Suddenly I had massive issues that I could be infected and the wait for the repeat tests were unbearable.
Then to top it off I had lost my sense of purpose and direction due to my best friend dying in my arms with Leukemia. There was nothing I could do to save her even though I had done everything I could possibly do. I was also in the process of leaving my alcoholic partner who had worn my self-belief down to nothing.
Not an easy task to take on I was having a full blown spiritual crisis!
When I met Rangana I immediately felt safe and at ease. We did Journey sessions together and I discovered the cause of my fear and abandonment which I had carried for 30 years. As soon as I had connected with the source of my problem not only did my depression lift but I have not had backache since. I discovered a pattern in my behavior and thoughts which were constantly affecting my life. The worthlessness occurred due to over critical remarks and treatment from my father after my mother’s death. Another Journey session and I was put back on track, not only did I get my self-worth back but I was able to understand my father more and was able to forgive both him and myself for our mis-understanding.
Then the panic attacks started. After one session of EFT Rangana not only arrested them but took me to the root of the problem. I had lost my mother through cancer, my best friend through leukemia and I had narrowly missed catching HIV. Not only had I felt a failure because I could not save them, I found I had fear of dying myself, which came as a big surprise as I work with the spiritual realm all the time. Another EFT session soon put that right. I felt amazing and grateful for the beautiful life I had been given.
With Rangana’s help I worked out my life’s purpose. I cleared away issues that were holding me back and worked out how I could move forward and put my life’s purpose into place. I can now positively say that I have not ever been happier, healthier and more prosperous.
Within two years I now have a wonderful home life. No financial worries and very comfortably off. A successful business: using my own abilities, gifts and talents in abundance. Clients from all the four corners of the world. Many that travel around the world and come to see me.
I have found my spirituality and purpose and I know I will not ever look back again. But the best of all there have been no drugs, no psychiatry, no physio – just extremely well applied alternative therapies designed to get to the core of the problem and most of all unconditional love and understanding of the dearest person in the world – Dr Rangana Choudhuri. Not only did she help me to save myself but she has given me the skills and techniques I require should I ever find myself in a crisis again and a reason to go on.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Love, light and laughter,
Alva L Gilmour, xxx
Spiritual Advisor and Detox Consultant